Woah,

that really hurt.

I feel like I should be crying.
But I am not.

It's okay,
I'll get over this.

Like all the other times.

(:

1. Hey, have I told you yet? You're cute (:
2. Hey, I get tongue tied around you.
3. Hey, I think I'm finally starting to get over you (:
4. Hey, thank you (:

1, 2, 3 and 4 are all different. Yet the same.

Goal: 3.6CGPA

So here's the plan:

1. I will pay more attention during classes.
2. I will try my best to study more.
3. I will stop browsing blogshops all the time.
4. I will be more focused.
5. I will go out as little as possible.
6. I will give my all!

I have to do this. I need to do this. I CAN do this!

What you say.

You say I can't take criticism.
You say I should learn to be more open.
You say you're different.
You say you're a better person from going to church.
You say a lot of things.

When in fact, YOU can't take criticism.
Actually, you get angry.
Even when I've tried to put it in the nicest way I know.
Apart from myself, YOU hold grudges longer than anyone else.
You can't see yourself.
I don't understand why you go to church when nothing has changed.
I don't see why I have to follow you just because you want me to.
You can't force religion onto me.
I have faith. But I don't have to go to church to show it.

Sometimes I think I don't want to leave.
But at times like these, I can't wait to leave.

I'm not going to let you ruin my Saturday night.
Nor my Sunday.
I'm going.

It's like a pattern.

One step forward,

Three steps back.

I'm sorry

I ruined your day.

Today I met my soulmate.

It wasn't for the first time.

We're friends, you see.

But he doesn't know we're meant to be.

And that's all there is to it.

I feel..

.. as if I'm falling. And I can't stop.